--*CONSENSUAL

You tried, twice.

I was tied to another.

but obliged.even took it futher.

we had an understanding.

Never demanding.more than enough.

tough skin was a necessity.access to the heart was limited.

damn near restricted."conflict of interest".

but I grew an interest in you.

leaped hurdle after hurdle until I tripped over you.

Never been accident prone.but I condoned this.

drawn to his E G O.

where did "HE" go?

the guy I met.

the guy I let into my thoughts.my heart.

my personal s p a c e.

faced the reality of the situation.all the unnecessary frustration.

the natural flirtation and temptation.minus "relations".

and I was left with faulty expectations.

of what we were SUPPOSE to become.

done did my share of dirt.

maybe I deserved the hurt.

the torture that rattles my heart and my brain.

as I go iNsAn3.

maybe I brought about this rain.

this hurricane.

as the wind blows..I KNOW.

what's real.WE had a deal.

now I must deal.with this.

--*moore_ambie<3