Thursday, August 13, 2009

--*DETOX

3-step process:
Admit.Submit.Commit.
plays on repeat.I don't want a repeat life though.Defeat my life.Because I can't beat this addiction that has become so rife.And the ultimate strife, is MYSELF.
Left turns that resulted in crash & burns.But the yearn to do better.to be better.Never stranded her.Only demanded of her to try.
So why are we STILL conflicted?Addicted to pain.can't let go of the cocaine.My Heart envies my Brain.and its ability to analyze.rationalize what the Heart merely sympathizes with.
The Brain tells me to let it go.While the Heart stays faithful.so.I'm letting it go.
THINKING is all I know.Slow to feel, it's not reliable.The Heart isn't stable.isn't able to make that decision.at least.not yet.forget what I want, remember what I need.and revisions MUST be done..
W I T H D R A W A L has begun.
--*moore_ambie<3

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